EROTIC
CHRISTIAN
BY D. LE'ONE
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Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and any resemblance to actual organizations or persons, living or dead is entirely coincidental.
Chapter 1
I say to you, “Bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh, my soul mate, my erotic Christian, my wife; I stand before you in the nude and without any shame. I will disobey God, eat this forbidden fruit, and love you till death we part.”
Was that the first erotic statement a man said to a woman? Every since God created women as a help mate and a wife for a man; men have been willing to sin and die for erotic pleasures from a woman. It’s very hard for me to imagine what Eve said or done to make Adam turn his back on God and made him willing to die for her. Was being in love or making love to Eve so erotic that it made him too weak to assert his authority as head of every living creature on earth, including her?
Adam was the first living soul on earth, and his spirit was made in the image and likeness of God. Furthermore, Adam’s spirit was made prefect without sin. However, once his spirit was coated with dust and his body became flesh, the battle of pleasing the spirit and pleasing the flesh began. Adam was commanded by God, in the spirit, not to eat from the forbidden tree. In addition, if he eats from the tree, he would pay for his sin.
Then one day, a serpent, a more subtil beast, went to Eve and communicated with her flesh about a dishonest scheme from Satan on how they can become living gods. The serpent knew not to go to Adam with his misleading scheme, because Adam’s spiritual bond with God was too strong for a conniving serpent to break. Nevertheless, the serpent knew Adam’s weakness was not in the spirit but in the flesh. His weakness was his love for Eve.
The serpent lied to Eve and told her if they ate from the tree in the mist of the garden; the forbidden tree, they shall not die but they will become living gods and know the difference between good and evil.
Eve believed the serpent and ate the forbidden fruit. But, in order for them to know the difference between good and evil, God’s commandment to Adam had to be broken by Adam not by Eve.
Sometimes I wonder what deceptive scheme Eve thought of to break Adam’s spiritual bond with God. Did she confront him with irresistible erotic sexual pleasures? Did Eve forever change the word “erotic” from being a good thing between a man and his wife, and forevermore linked the word with Satan causing it to be forbidden in the mind of many Christians today?
The Holy Bible does not mention how Eve convinced Adam, so the world will never know. On the other hand, we know that Adam broke his spiritual bond with God and ate the forbidden fruit for the love of his wife. Sadly, on that sinful day, God’s first commandment to man was broken.
For the first time did Satan tell the truth. Well not exactly because Adam and Eve didn’t become living gods. Nevertheless, they saw the difference between good and evil. For his punishment, we all shall die.
Throughout the Holy Bible, you can read about many great men of God who have fallen short because of erotic lust or pleasures from women. However, let no man judge because the time will come for every man to choose either God’s word or erotic pleasures from a woman just like Adam did that sinful day. Not all, but many will fall short to the glory of God.
The question I must ask myself today is when my time comes will I have faith. Will I stand in front of a woman as a single man and say, “Bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh, my woman; I will disobey God’s word, have erotic sex with you, and give my soul to Satan.”
Chapter 4
While sleeping, I hear a soft strange sound that’s somewhat pleasing to my ears. Little by little, I open my eyes and look at my watch. It’s two o’clock in the morning and at that same moment, I hear the strange sound again. But this time, it sounds like a woman is talking or moaning.
At first, I thought I was dreaming but reality sets in, and I rapidly realize what’s going on. It’s the sexy sound of a woman who’s enjoying the pleasures of sex. I’m trying my best to ignore her, but it’s too hard for me to do. I’m getting caught up into the erotic sounds that she’s making and it’s turning me on.
I’m only eighteen years old, and I have not heard a woman moan like that before. Honestly, I have never heard a woman moan. All I want to do is serve God and wait until I’m married before I have sex, because I don’t want to break my religious bond with God. Also, I’m a youth minister, and my major speech is about how to avoid premarital sex. However, the sounds she’s making are doing something to my body, and it’s breaking me down without any mercy.
For the first time in my life, I’m beginning to lust after a woman and it feels good inside my soul. It’s a feeling I can’t explain, but I like it. Satan is trying his best to break me down and bring me into his sinful world of premarital sex.
At once, I close my eyes and begin to pray, because I need to clear my soul and all the erotic thoughts I have going throughout my mind. No matter how hard I try, I can’t concentrate at all. I’m already too weak in the spirit, and my soul feels like it’s getting away. I close my eyes again to meditate and block the sinful thoughts I’m thinking. However, out of nowhere, I hear a strange voice in my head.
It says, “Jamal, if you want to please your soul, first you must please your body.”
Promptly, I realize it’s the voice of Satan, and he’s in my head. He’s trying to get me to do wrong. Without thinking, I get up off the couch and rapidly start walking toward Dino’s bedroom door to investigate what’s going on with my eyes and not with my spirit. I know I need God’s word to help me make it through this, but my flesh and my soul are in two different zones.
For the first time in my life, I want my flesh to be pleased by a woman. I believe the time has come for me to desire and feel erotic pleasures from a woman. I knew this day would come, but I thought I would fight a much harder battle. My Holy Spirit is telling me to do what’s right, but my body and my mind is telling me to turn my back on God and take a walk on the wild side.
Gently and happily, I open Dino’s bedroom door. Now I’m standing in the door like I’m a bold man on a mission. Just like radar, I start focusing my eyes on them in bed and they’re having sex. The vision I see in front of me is pleasing to my eyes, and my penis begins to rise from excitement. They’re having sex without any shame, and she’s sitting on top of him and riding him like she’s a jockey riding a horse.
“Wow,” I mumble to myself. Then, I start to feel lightheaded as my penis begins to thicken and grows longer from anticipation. I have been excited many times before but this time it’s different, because I’m about to pass out.
I close my eyes, take in two big breaths of fresh air, and try to calm down. At a snail's pace, I open my eyes and continue watching their erotic sex show. With a shameful feeling, I start shaking my head with sadness as a defeated man. Sadly, I know the time has come for me to break my bond with God, because I like and want what I see.
Softly, I pace inside his bedroom like a ghost without making a sound and lightly tap her on her right shoulder. Slowly but surely, she turns around and looks at me with an erotic but pleasing smile.
I can’t make clear what she looks like because it’s to dark in the room, but I can see her pretty white teeth and her erected breast nipples. After about a minute of staring at me, she turns back around and continues having sex. Then, she peacefully starts talking to Dino in a soothing way while bouncing up and down.
She says, “Baby, do you like the way I’m riding you, because I want you to feel all of me.” Slowly, she stops bouncing and elegantly starts grinding back and forth with rhythm. “Dino, I want you to be pleased.” She tells him as if everything is all about pleasing him. “Also baby, we have a guest. The guy from the couch is watching us.”
Without breaking his stride, Dino proudly leans his head to the side and starts looking at me with an arrogant smile. I’m trying to see what he looks like but all I can see is his mouth. “What’s up Preacher Boy,” he speaks with a roar in his voice sounding like he’s a lion king from hell. “Did I wake you?”
I look at his mouth with a blank look showing no expressions at all. I pause, add some base in my voice, and respond in a composed way. “My name is Jamal, and you didn’t wake me but she did. By the way, can I turn on the lights, because I want to see who I’m talking to?”
He starts laughing thunderous as if he’s proud of what he’s doing to her. “No, you can’t turn on the lights.” He replies in a high and mighty way. “You don’t know me, and you don’t need to see me or her. Just enjoy the erotic sounds of our love making. One day, when you get the balls, maybe you can make a woman feel the same way.”
Calmly, she turns around and talks to me as if she enjoys people watching her having sex. “I’m sorry,” she apologizes with a soft, erotic, voice, sounding like she’s a sinful secret angel on a mission from hell. “I didn’t mean to wake you, but it’s hard to keep quiet when a man is making love to you the right way. Trust me; Dino is doing it the right way.”
She stops grinding on him, takes out his penis, beautifully puts it back in, and starts back bouncing up and down. “Oh my goodness,” I mumble with my mouth wide open. “It’s funny how I can’t see their face, but I can see everything else. Man, I bet that feels good.”
Without delay, she starts back talking to me while panting for air at the same time. “Making love to Dino will make you sin. If you ever fall in love with a woman, you’ll understand what I’m talking about.”
After that, she turns back around and continues having sex with him. I intently look at her as if something is wrong with her, because she’s making love to a man, in my face, and acting if I’m not in the room. Straight away, I feel sorry for her, because Dino has her brain washed and now she’s in la-la land.
“Hey Dino…!” I say his name with the voice of a furious preacher but with little faith. “Do you have any shame? What did you do to that woman for her to want to please you in any way? Don’t you know that a man without shame is a friend of the devil?”
Dino replies talking like a scornful demon. “All I can say Preacher Boy is don’t knock anything until you have tried it. Anyway, I have no power over her. As a matter of fact, she has power over me. Look at what she has me doing to her. For some strange reason, every time I’m around her the worst of me comes out. On the other hand, you need to ask yourself a question. Is it a sin to watch? Also, a man without sin is a man that has not been born.”
I giggle at Dino in a self-righteous way, because he has no knowledge of the Bible. At that same moment, the weak vision of the woman he’s making love to leaves my sight.
I reply with the word of God. “Remember Dino, there was a sinless man born, and his name was Jesus. Has all that lovemaking made you a retard?”
“Oh you got jokes,” he says with resentment in his voice. “So, I’m a retard.” Dino pauses and rapidly changes things around. “Preacher Boy, I can’t believe you and George are brothers, because he would have moved me out of the way by now and had his pipe about eight inches up in her.”
“Well, I’m not my bother,” I proudly reply. “Although, I do like what I see and hear.” I know I must fight all my sexual temptations since God has a woman for me. Then, the woman he’s making love to instantly re-appears in my vision like a magical trick as if she has the ability to appear and disappear at will.
Leisurely, she leans down and whispers in his ear. “I want the Preacher Boy,” she says with a soft voice. “Is it ok with you, because I will do whatever I have to do to make you happy?”
“You can have him,” Dino whispers back into her ear. “But, make sure you turn him out and change his holy ass forever.”
Gladly, the woman gets off of him and stands up as if she’s the queen of her own sinful world. It’s still dark in the room, so I see can’t see her face. He gets up out of the bed, puts his shirt over his head, and walks by me with a mischievous spirit while laughing. Unexpectedly, he stops in front of the door way. “Preacher Boy,” he yells my name, “You owe me one.” After that, he turns around and walks away. “Remember Preacher Boy,” he yells my name again but in a joyful way. “You owe me one, and we will meet again one day.”
Step by step, she gets back in bed, reaches over, and gets an eye mask off his night stand. Promptly, she tosses it over towards me but it lands on the floor.
“Preacher Boy,” she says my name with authority as if she’s now in charge. “I want you to pick up the mask and cover your eyes. However, if you remove the mask, I will stop.”
In a hurry, I reach down, pick the mask off the floor, and gently place it over my eyes. I’m very nervous and I don’t know what to do. I have never been alone in a bedroom with a woman before, especially with a nude woman, so I’m trying my best not to pass out. More and more, I start feeling a bad feeling deep inside my soul, because I know what I’m doing is wrong. Sadly, I’m in too deep to stop.
All of a sudden, my body starts feeling very good, and my penis starts to rise again as my blood starts to boil. “Ok Preacher Boy,” she mocks Dino. “Are you ready?”
“Yes I’m ready.” I reply with a tremble.
“Alright, I want you to take off your clothes, and let me see what you’re working.”
Without hesitation, I take off my clothes and toss them across the room. Now I’m standing in front of a woman in the nude for the first time in my short life, and I must admit I’m very happy.
“Ah, I like what you’re working with,” she expresses with a hint of excitement. “Not bad for an eighteen year old boy.”
“What do you want me to do next?” I softly ask her with a nervous tone while shaking like a frighten man. Unwearyingly, she gets up, walks over to me, and places a condom in my hand. Elegantly, she turns around, walks back over to the bed, and takes a seat.
“Preacher Boy, I want you to put the condom on and bring that big virgin thing to me. The time has come for you to be a man. I’m going to ride you until you pass out. After you pass out, I’m going to wake you and make you pass out again. Tonight, I’m going to bring you to the other side, and when I’m finish with you, you will no longer be a Christian; you will be an erotic Christian. You will thank us for the rest of your life. However, I want you to remember one thing, you don’t owe Dino a damn thing, you owe me.”
At a snail's pace, I walk over to her with my legs shaking uncontrollably. Kindly, she reaches out, takes me by the hand, and brings me close to her. I close my eyes, and she whispers in my ear. “Repeat after me: Bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh, surrender your body to me.”
Like a fool and without a fight, I repeat that statement to her. Instantly, I lose my faith in God, but I’m still a believer. However, my life changes within the blink of an evil eye.
Chapter 18
“The minister preached very well today,” Traci says to me but I’m not paying attention. I’m shocked that people are leaving the church like they didn’t see what I just saw. Now I know this church is not the church for me. Tomorrow, I will start looking for me a new church.
Softly, Traci touches me on my shoulder to get my attention. “Jamal, Jamal, are you ok? Church is over. What’s wrong with you? Why are you looking like you just saw a ghost?” With a mystified look, I turn around and stare at her. “You’re sleeping with the minister,” I say in my mind.
“Jamal, Jamal,” she calls my name again, “Do you hear me? Hello, earth to Jamal.”
All of a sudden, I snap out of it and start talking to her with an eerie voice. “Traci, did you say something?”
“Yes I said something.”
“Okay, repeat what you said.”
“What’s up with you?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Jamal, was you day dreaming the whole time the minister was preaching?”
“Well, I’m not sure.
“Well, you missed a good lesson today,” she tells me in a sarcastic way, “I guess you don’t want to know how to be an erotic Christian.”
“Erotic Christian,” I utter to myself, “Yeah right, more like an erotic fornicator.” Gently, someone behind me taps me on the shoulder. Carefully, I turn around and it’s a feeble old man. “Excuse me young man,” he says with a tremble in his voice while balancing himself on his walking cane.
“Yes, may I help you?” I graciously reply.
Slowly, he reaches out his hand to shake my hand. Unhurriedly and with carefulness, I extend my hand and shake his hand. “What’s the hand shake for,” I ask, “Do I know you?”
“No you don’t, but I saw what you saw in church. Congratulation, you’re our new minister. You’re the chosen one, and I want you to know that I’ve prayed for this day to come. Many times I wanted to join a new church, but my God told me to wait on you.”
“So, you saw what I saw?” I inquire with caution.
“Yes I did.”
“Good,” I reply with a calm feeling, “I thought I was losing my mind.”
“No son, you’re not losing your mind. Only true Christians saw what you saw.”
“True Christians...?”
“That’s right son true Christians. This church only has one hundred and forty-four true Christians.”
“Well, I know the Bible,” I express with a puzzled stare. “Furthermore, I’m not what you would call a true Christian. You just don’t know but I have many bad ways, and I need a whole lot of work.”
“Son, we all have bad ways and that’s why we have Jesus, because he will forgive us for all our sins.”
“But, what’s so special about me?”
“That’s a question you need to ask my God. You’re the one he has chosen to lead this church, and you need to let his will be done.” Abruptly, he stops our conversation. “Okay son, I have to go and I will see you later. Remember son, make sure you always believe.”
While moving in slow motion, he turns around and walks away with a peaceful smile. With a curious look, I slowly turn back around, and Dr. Flowood is standing beside me next to Traci. At that same moment, he gives her a hug and whispers in her ear with a smile.
“Did you enjoy last night?”
“Yes I did,” she answers back with a devilish smile, “When will you finish the job?” To cover things up, he starts talking loud. “Sister Traci, did you enjoy today’s lesson. I hope you find someone special to be in your life.
“
“You know I have to tell the truth,” he proudly replies, “That’s the only way to spread God’s word.”
“You know people are going to be talking bad about you outside the church, also you’re going to be the talk of the town this week.”
Arrogantly, he laughs with a conceited laugh. “I know but what can I say,” he replies, “I’m a rebel for Christ.”
Out of no where, words start flowing out of my mouth. “God doesn’t need rebels,” I mumble out loud in an annoyed way. “He needs true Christians, because the fighting has been done with the blood of Jesus. All you have to do is teach the true word of God then people will change.”
“Excuse me young man,” Dr. Flowood says with frustration in his voice. “Are you talking to me, or are you talking about me? You know it’s not nice to talk bad about a godly man.”
Promptly, I lean my head down like I’m afraid of him, but something forcefully pulls my head back up since I have no reason to be afraid. Boldly, I look into his eyes like I’m not afraid. For the first time in my life, I’m looking into the soul of a man through his eyes and it’s not a good feeling. Dreadfully, I can see the fire in his eyes and Satan in his soul.
“Young man,” he says with his powerful sermon voice, “What did you say to me?”
With the strength and help from my angels, I stand on solid ground, because the time has come for the battle to begin. The doors are open and it’s time for me to claim what God has planned for me.
Without delay, Traci steps in the middle to break things up. “Jamal, have you lost your mind,” she frantically asks me, “That’s the minister you’re talking too, and you need to show him some respect. Don’t you ever forget that he’s a man of God.”
Right away, I look into her eyes, because she doesn’t know that I know the truth about her. Out of the corner of my mouth, I smile with a smirk smile and reply. “Does your body have any value?”
“What did you say?” She responds with an attitude.
“Giving you body to a minister will not save your soul,” I happily inform her.
“Wait a minute Jamal,” she shouts like a mad Black woman. Instantly, she forgets she’s in church. “You don’t know a damn thing about me punk ass Nigga! Therefore, you need to get out of my face and get your facts straight before you open your damn mouth again.”
“My facts are from God,” I reply in a delightful way.
“I don’t care who or where you got your facts from, just don’t say another word to me.”
“Brother Jamal,” Dr. Flowood yells my name with a controlled voice. “I’m disturbed at what you’re saying. I’m a man of God, and I’m married. Don’t you ever make that statement about me again?”
“Are you really a man of God?” I question him with doubt.
“Yes, I’m a man of God,” he replies while tightening his tie.”
“Dr. Flowood, the truth will be known in due time.”
“So Brother Jamal, you want to talk about the truth.”
“I have no problem talking about the truth,” I respond without any shame.
“Do you want me to tell your story?”
“What story are you talking about?”
“Oh by the way, Kenny is my cousin, so you know I know the truth about you.”
Shamefully, I start smiling with an embarrassing smile, because all this time I didn’t know that Kenny was his cousin. “Lord what have I gotten myself into?” I say in my mind.
“Remember my holy brother, don’t judge me unless you’re ready to be judged. The question I ask you Mr. Erotic Christian, are you ready to be judged?”
Now my back is against the wall, and I don’t know how to respond to his statement. Out of the corner of my eyes, I see his wife staring at me. Gradually, she removes her glasses and starts walking towards me with a beautiful smile while starting into my eyes. Cautiously, she walks up to Traci, gives her a hug, and whispers in her ear. “I forgive you for sleeping with my husband last night. Repent to God and ask him to forgive you.”